Some First Thoughts

Much of this was written some three and a half years ago.  After a few edits here and there I’m thinking much of it still obtains.  So, here we go.

I recently read somewhere – probably online – that since 2004 more has been written on Twitter and blogs of all kinds than was ever written by humans in any medium from the dawn of history until 2004.  More recently, I’ve read that in the last two years, more data has been produced than in all of human history prior.  IBM came up with that last little bit. Since I read al of this online, it must be true, correct?

However factually true, or not, all of these lovely tidbits of information are – and regarding the facticity of facts, let us await another posting – I have been asking myself exactly what is it that I intend through this blog?  What can I, by writing here, hope to accomplish, change and/or reinforce?  New truths?  Confirmed truths?  “Actionable” successes in organizations?   The very verbiage makes my eyes roll back in my head, with a deep sigh.

If I may modestly and humbly suggest: what interests me most involves asking about how we act and think.  What often feels like a burning passion in me is this: asking how we reflect upon whatever it is that we are doing and reflecting upon.  And in what order – or disorder. And with whom.  Or for whom.  Or to whom.  Or upon whom. Or without whom.

I am not so much interested in answers to or prescriptions for life’s little problems – nor for that matter the big ones, either. Rather, I am more interested in the questions themselves – how we ask them and in what ways we pose them.  Do we propose sweeping FAQs or descriptions in detail? Do I ask after what I see happening or just distill out the essential facts, to tap objectively and scientifically into those hidden realities that lie beneath the surface of what we are about so that I might come up with – and market – my own Ten Best Practices?

What theories of action underlie what we are about? How do they influence how we think and act?  Or do they?  Or are they? Do we even understand how we think and act?  Are we even aware of what is “going on”?

What of complexity?  Something near and dear to my heart, if not also the name of my blog.  Is it more than the complications relating to our modern/post-modern/socially constructed (or could that be post-postmodern?) and highly differentiated societies?  Or less than?  Or other than?

What about power?  What is it?  How do we acquire it?  How do we use it? Is power even a thing, an object that we might accumulate?

Upon what do I reflect?  The individual?  The collective, the group, the organization?  What is my unit of social analysis?

What is the place of paradox in an organization?  What about contradictions? dichotomies? dualisms?  continua?  Must everything be cast as a problem to be solved?  Can we talk here about the “shadow” side of organizing, being human?  Might we here address what I like to call “that cheery, cheesy, official North American sense of optimism” that seems to be grounded in no reality whatsoever?  And may be masking a terrifying nihilism and despair underneath?

What is the place of uncertainty, ambiguity and anxiety in not only our cultures and societies, but also, and perhaps just as importantly, in our organizations?  Especially from my perspective, in religious and secular nonprofit organizations in the United States (I’d say North America, but I’m actually residing in Hawai’i … okay, I am writing from a North American context!).

Where do self-organization and emergence, on one hand, fit into all of this?  And on the other hand, what of intentionality and purpose?  Are they mutually exclusive?  Can these two dynamics be conflated, understood otherwise?

Why are we so desperate (or so it seems to me) to discover “best practices” under every organizational stone that we pick up and examine? What are we looking for when we chase after the wind?

Finally, for now, how is it that I am even thinking about all of this?  And why?  Toward what purpose?

If you have gotten this far with me, I am intending for this to be the most abstract blog I post.  (Famous last words) I want to reflect narratively upon my own experiences with people, including myself and maybe even my cats – for cats are people, too!  I might include a few dogs that I have lived with, who are now “dearly departed.” Without some good, detailed story-telling, what have we got?  Not much, I suspect.

I hope to post some things regularly, now that I’ve gotten going.  Thanks for reading.  Forgive me for not being too razzle-dazzle and utterly transforming.  That was intentional.  There’s enough of that on Twitter and in the blogosphere to have kept me from publishing anything thus far.  Please feel free to comment – thumbs up, down, or around.   Just tell me why.


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